behind

I feel so behind on things. Studying for the CV boards, returning a thinkgeek item, cleaning up the kitchen, putting away clothes, uploading pictures... it's a weird feeling. It's a bunch of little things, a combination of things I HAVE to do and things that can be done later, thing I really want to do and things I don't want to, but altogether it seems overwhelming for some reason. Doesn't help that I feel fuzzy-headed and fatigued - fighting off another winter virus. Ugh.

It's like sometimes I get stuck - I don't know where to start, and begin to feel disorganized and unfocused. It seems like I am still the hyperactive unfocused 12-year old that can't sit still and yet can't focus that energy any one particular place.

But I can do it. I already started on the kitchen. Next is clothes. After that, maybe even some vacuuming. Then I'll start on studying. It's going to be a good day.